It certainly has been a while since I have written anything on this blog and I thought it about time that I did. I am currently in the land of the long white cloud doing something for myself, which I have to say has been a long time coming.
Why do we wait until...?
I think I have been doing that my entire life, waiting until I finish that job, until I can get my health in check, until that someone asks me out, until I've helped everyone else out, until the bloody cows come home! This year I have been trying out something new, finding the guts to just do those things I have dreamt of doing, jumping in and seeing what happens. Mind you, work still gets in the way, it's hard for it not to when you run your own business. It does become all consuming, I have let it be this way for so long that it takes a real conscious effort to turn off at the end of each day.
I'm not sure if you are aware of this dear reader, but we are not going to be here forever. Just thought I'd mention that in case you had forgotten. I do sometimes, I get carried away with all the bullshit, the constant worry about finances, the drudgery of day to day life, when it shouldn't be drudgery at all. I'm learning to have faith in 'the someone or something helping me along in my life' that they have my back and it will all work out in the end.
So I choose to live my small life, one day at a time, one hour at a time, one minute at a time if need be. With all it's shortcomings and wonderful bits, everyday is not going to smell like roses, if you think that, you're delusional, but I certainly want to find some joy and spend time doing the things that make me grin and be around the people that I love.
Today I took a trip to Waiheke Island, the photos below are from Onetangi Beach, the sun hung around for a while and on the ferry ride back it disappeared; metaphors anyone....